it feels like a theme
something i struggle to put words to
i feel it with my friends. acquaintances.
somedays just…no other words
well maybe curse words
but we don’t say those.
my uncle called me today…”i miss your dad”. yes, i miss him too.
impregnated with possibility.
am i afraid? definitely.
am i willing? ABSOLTUELY
i’ve grown so tired, so sad, so fed-up with this feeling.
it surrounds me like a fog.
heavy and tormenting.
but i know whose voice is whispering into it.
but OH i see the LIGHT up ahead…a glimmer. now brighter…
maybe this is a path, a rocky one that is slowly smoothing out the farther i walk upon it.
“like the morning sun, shining ever brighter till the full light of day“ one version says.
” This is the way, walk ye in it…”
if i’m walking i’m NOT STUCK!!
For the people shall dwell in Zion at Jerusalem;
You shall weep no more.
He will be very gracious to you at the sound of your cry;
When He hears it, He will answer you.
And though the Lord gives you
The bread of adversity and the water of affliction,
Yet your teachers will not be moved into a corner anymore,
But your eyes shall see your teachers.
Your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying,
“This is the way, walk in it,”
Whenever you turn to the right hand
Or whenever you turn to the left.
You will also defile the covering of your images of silver,
And the ornament of your molded images of gold.
You will throw them away as an unclean thing;
You will say to them, “Get away!”
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